make some cash to pay debts
follow the rules from the book 'nice girls in their homeland'...
i will probably be free from my own senses
and find some good will in a cup of strong black coffee
it's nice... and it would be nice not to have this feeling
of not-knowing at all
it's nice... and it would be nicer
if i was something like my dad would want me to
it's nice, not to feel... too bad it's nicer to feel so much
and to crave for something besides what you were meant for
it's so dumb, as i feel, to find a word that is so tiny,
that is so satisfactory, like 'nice'
because i search for something unique
and it isn't definitely anything else than what it is..."
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what I like about what I am is the simple fact of making no sense at all, i won't permit all that is corrupt to break my soul and leave me alone to the rude life of those who don't want. don't want to live, don't want to love, don't want to fall deep into their own hearts...
