it's okay...

it's pretty hard to tell why things go gray, is it human "okay" nature? to live in a condition of glorified suffering, so you may look back and tell yourself how much you have been putting through so it all looks worthy... to be put to the test and to fail it. is that it? is that our eternal struggle (or lack of)? don't care to know right now, it's just my hope that I'll make something out of it.